I love you . I did it .

 FREAKING HAPPY :)

Okay , lets make it fast and simple and easy to undrstnd . I dnt knw hw to make you feel better or hppy when Im nt around , but all I cn do is Pray fr you and hopes everything will going well and fine in your life . I really hope you can move on like Im doing it nw . I knw , you’ll never read this , if you read , you didnt undrstnd oso rite , so cn we jst be friend like we used to be ? 

And seriously , do you ever get that feeling where you don’t want to talk to anybody ? You don’t want to smile and you don’t want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don’t know exactly what’s wrong either. There isn’t a way to explain it to someone who doesn’t already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting. At least when you’re alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn’t anyone who won’t take ‘I don’t know’ for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait. And Im doing it now . *sigh
-Ain